Saturday, January 4, 2014

yo im back

Salam,
OMO i am back in one piece in  year 2014. Alhamdullilah.
Oh my 'conteng conteng ',i am 3rd series  now and i am gonna get married soon.
Its sunday morning,7.11 am  and believe it .i am at the office.alone!!
Yes after so yadayadayada 'luahan' about previous job yet i was hooked  with  new environment at  a new place.
Syukur rezeki Allah dimana2.I have been here for past 3 years,December 20, 2010  to be exact.
Yeah a lot of things have been happened. i  lost my dad in March 25,2012 that was destined  to meet his great Creator.Terasa kehilangan separuh jiwa kerana aku anak manja ayah.Tapi aku redha kerana aku sangat yakin "semua yg hidup pasti akan mati'.Lagipun ayah dan kenangannya akan selalu mekar dalam jiwa aku.Till  we  unite again in jannah,ayah Insya Allah..

Also in 2013,i received a proposal from the man that i like to be with.After so many year 'sinetron' we going through,finally kami akn tawin..Ya Allah permudahkan urusanku untuk jadi isteri yg solehah dan mencapai redhaMU.Ayah,look!your manja ngada2 doter will  be married soon.Moga doa dan sedekah kepada ayah akan berterusan tak kira apa status anakanda mu ini.




Enough  for  the intro kot ..ngeh ngeh.i will keep you posted..bye



Wednesday, December 16, 2009

sy rindu..sy sayu..sy insafi diri

Assalamualaikum..(sy supan balik dah ;)

Demi Tuhan,sy sgt rindu tamrin kat Anjung Bonda wekend lepas 11-13/12/09.
Saya byk masa sgt skrg.sy x super duper sesibuk dulu even sy rasa bersalh katTM,berdosa kat Allah bila sy tatau nak buat apa2 kat opis..sy bukan jenis org camni..sy tatau siapa sy..ya Allah ampunilah sy..

sy isi masa sy dgn blog hoping sambil ditemani 'Bingkai Kehidupan' berulang2 (lagu tema kat tamrin)..

Bukan ini yg sy nak bebel..saya tertarik dgn 'quote' dekat blog adik myra .

Pandang ke atas adikku..
" Kerdilnya kita..Besarnya Allah.. Hinanya kita.. Mulianya Allah.. Jahatnya kita, Maha Pengampunnya Allah.."..


Ya Rabb,sungguh hati sy mahukan semua yg terbaik utk sy,saya nak jd hambaMU yg toat,ya Allah..jauhkanlah sy dr cintakn dunia,jauhkan sy dr sifat2 mazmumah,letakkan saya dlm iman dan taqwa,bersihkan hati dan jiwa sy Ya Allah..


Allohu ghoyatuna
Ar Rosulu qudwatuna
Al Qur?anu dusturuna
Al Jihadu sabiluna
Al Mautu fi sabilillah, asma amanina

ﷲﺍ adalah tujuan kami,
Rasulullah teladan kami
Alqur?an pedoman hidup kami,
Jihad adalah jalan juang kami
Mati di jalan ﷲﺍ adalah,
Cita-cita kami tertinggi

p/s:sy rindu zaman student.sy mahu ditarbiyah lagi.

Monday, December 7, 2009

ST stand Selangor Timur

wachaa...
long long time so i called not warm up..im not busy more to no mode ekceli..heh being at ST lately i feel so bored ..required my patience,my fake smile so i called 'niat ikhlas itu tiada'just imagined i didn't hv a things to do yet nad,ita n nisa was away.Everyday to count for wekend..a lot of plan for next week. tamrin at melaka,meet cutest adni and lovest mom at puchong,out to some hip hooray with Ct or Abby..need Reko words,and for sure Aqil's smile.*sigh

here +-ve 3 weeks to go..before i jump to other department..hope new environment will bring me new hope,new spirit and new 'Linda' for sure.
i will keep ST alwiz in  mine wherever i go.lots of up and down.Damn horror and stressful when u got posted at Access N/work Development.We  are the one and only  the backbone for TM infrastructure..without us sapalah TM..haha.Heh enjoy some pic below
my misisippi messy open table..
this how i used to confuse which one is RJ45 vs printer cable..keke
fiber splicing training

khabarkan pd dunia i do contribute to HSBB Malaysia..yehaa

training ftth Fujikura.fiber 2 ur home man

vdsl2 testing at 12 am.

here i know blower..wow

tq


Thursday, November 19, 2009

rebung

howdy...

just came back from rebung..heh asyik turun naik ibu pejabat cam turun naik court pulak..ngeh2..pusing2 cam biase selalu mls nak simpan dlm otak flow lif kat sane.. formula even sebelah sini..odd sebelah sane..tup2 cari level 42 xjumpe..dan cam biasa pak guard selalu akn jadi mangsa...yelakan dah nape kije jaga lif..hehe..the result is still ding dong..aku percaya kat mane2 pun aku leh cr nasi utk dimakan .InsyaAllah dgn izinNya pintu rejeki akn selalu terbuka utk hambaNya yg dhoif ini..huhu

Zura's Academic..
wow tak sangka ramai artis do kursus kat sini..pim ask me to teman last2 aku join sekali even tatau bila akan belangsuka majlis suka ria aku..tah jd tah tidak..mls dah nak pk.yes sabar yes redha..i hv to be strong..bukankah jika mahu kelihatan cantik kita perlu selalu berfikiran +ve.muahaha..cantik la sgt
Dia,wanita perkasa
tampak biasa tapi hati sekeras waja
pakaian zuhud aurat terjaga
bibirnya basah kalimah zikrullah
airmata jatuh mendengar ayatullah
peribadi indah akhlak mahmudah
hati tawadduk manifestasi syahadah
Aku,dari jauh hanya memerhati
penuh kagum aku hayati perjuangan dakwahnya
kesederhanaan hidupnya kekentalan jihadnya
menjadi dia aku ingin
yang pasti mana mungkin
aku tak semantap dia
amalku canggung imanku rapuh
ibadatku lusuh hatiku penuh cinta dunia
mengerti aku kini bagai tersedar dari logik mimpi
dia siapa berbanding aku sendiri
cinta selayaknya untukmu tentu milik wanita hebat ini
ya jelas cemburu aku irihati
apa ini petanda perlu muhasabah diri
baru dikurnia teman setandingmu nanti?

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Deep in November ,it's nice to remember


" Love was a former owner,
but quiet is renting our house
It seizes my lips from speaking but forms a sarcastic smile
You ask me if there's someone else
I replied yes, hell yes
You asked me if it's another man, I said no
You laughed and say is it a woman, I say yeah
Surprisingly you asked for honey's name"

psst..only woman understand woman..thanks a bunch to my girls around ^^




Monday, November 9, 2009

peace

Howdy diary..


Hoping for cuddle...



Hoping for freedom...

Heh today almost 5 day and night i kept my hp silent for the sake of my happiness (cam teruk kn).sesiapa yg bernasib baik sempatlah pick up call depa..hehe yg lain tinggal jd miskal jela...so mr devan ke,zul hanyang ke,x-yayang ke yada yada jgn tension xdpt cr i...just nk rawat emosi dan fizikal i nih.other things me let myseft slept earlier than before..cool beb..

urm..starving vs job hunter
hihi..satu benda yg aku rase klako skrg bila aku jd gemar nak try main masak2..cam polik kan linda suka msk??:P. then abes nangis aku masuk toilet gonyoh lantai smp kilat2... bagus gak tensil ni latih aku jd wanita mithali...buwekk.

btw today i'm rest at home..tunggu mood nk hapdate resume hantar sana-sini..yeeha!!thanks to en Wahab yg offer keje with his friend..urm aku kena pk masak2 bkan ape if posible xnak involve dah dgn keje site ,foc,vdsl2 yadayada nih..*sigh.if possible gak rase nak jd suri umah sepenuh mase je...huhuh..
byee

Monday, November 2, 2009

main ayaq

When you’re on a holiday
You can’t find the words to say
All the things that come to you
And I wanna feel it too
On an island in the sun
We’ll be playing and having fun
And it makes me feel so fine
I can’t control my brain